Hard day today

I struggled a lot with fatigue and pain today. December 11 seems so far away and the easy path would be to just give up, but I"m not going to do that! I am determined, but the temptation is there I will confess. But I have a beautiful wife, three precious little girls to see to adulthood, and a future ministry that God has shown me. Lord, help me today to resist temptation and to hold fast to Your truth and Your report. You are Jehovah-Rophe, the God Who Heals. Praise be to Your name!