one day without the "c" word

Cancer not only invades a persons body but it invades their thoughts,their family,their finances. I know we have only begun this journey but I am all ready so tired. Everyday there is something new a new test a new doctor anther day to watch your husband get an IV and then be sedated, another 2 hour wait in a room praying they don't find something bad. Another bill that must be paid before the next step which means things get sacrificed, Thanksgiving with family or even Christmas gifts. God I feel like I am about to crack into a million pieces please Lord help me have a strength better than my own. Help me to be the light to my family help me be the strength for my husband please!!